the sleepover
Cal
with every step, a landmine on either side. this house was a bit old, and the floorboards sure did remind everyone. still, she ventured forth. her destination - the room at the end of the hall. the final room.
[[//his room . . .//->The Hallway 2]]with every step, she prayed a little harder. a few of her friends here were light sleepers. and only just fifteen or so minutes ago, did the last one fall asleep, phone in hand.
she carefully made her way past family photo, past the battle cry of snores, past the sleeping potted plants, quietly breathing her air.
in sight, his door. his room.
she checked her phone. about 12:17.
she was about 17 minutes late. but she had to run to the bathroom of course.
and of course, now, he wasn't replying.
asleep, is he? [[//we'll see about that//->His Room]]
. . .
her hand lay on the doorknob. could it be at any point, that someone, anyone, were to approach from behind and ask just what it was she was doing at this particular door in the middle of the night?
no matter now. she knew what she wanted and there was no going back.
she twists the knob. a cool blast of air rushes past her, as the a/c readjusts to the new continuum. behind her, she lets it closed.
head turn. shuddered breath. it was....warm? alas. her adrenaline, rattling her teeth, squeezing her muscles.
it was...dark. a soft yellow light peaked in from some lonely streetlamp. through slitted shutter, it cast a ray of slats, shafts of yellow light canvassing all, contorting itself upon every surface, every dumbell, every posterboard, every leaf of every plant.
and there, under yellow prism, lay he. closed eyes. slow breaths. mouth shut.
asleep?
[[//explore//->Choice One - Explore Passage]]her curiosity, piqued. a foreign place. far away from the comfort of her home. her breath, quick and shallow.
without realizing, she holds her eyes wide, absorbing as much information as she can.
.
some clothes strewn about. a little basketball hoop hanging from a closet. some sort of weight rack. a beanbag chair. a desk. minifridge. a chest. a large bed. a large room, really. they really did live well on this side of town. she walked towards his windows, her gaze meeting that of the streetlamp. near it, two busy flies, circling and conversating. she stood for a while, mind inside of some large wash cycle, churning emotion upon emotion, thought upon thought, ecstasy upon ecstasy. it was intoxicating. nauseating. all at once, she found herself acutely aware of all her senses, all her systems.
there she stood, in the dark, with hushed and hurried breath, bones and busy bodies on the mind. ready to explode. in silence, perhaps. the mind lost in some sensory deprivation tank, lost in whatever it was this room was, lost in her mission, her goal, in the throbbing between her thighs.
//come down, darling...// she whispers to herself. //come down. relax. all is well.//
her eyes close. in all her acuity, she makes note of the absolute silence of the room. the only sound, a piercing and quiet hiss of the air conditioner breathing through the walls. other than that...silence. pure silence. not a scurry, nor a peep, nor a buzz, nor a sniffle.
//then what is that?// she asked of herself. //what is it that stirs my mind, that paralyzes my feet where i stand, that sends sharp spikes through my spine?//
//why do i feel so lost?//[[//...so...watched . . .//->Explore Choice - He Wakes Up]]their eyes meet again.
fully sat up, his gaze is soft, muted between half-squinted eyes.
//hi. . .//
he whispers to you.
[[//say nothing. . .//->He Wakes Up - Say Nothing]]
[[//hi. . .//->He Wakes Up - Hi]]
[[//shut the fuck up-//->He Wakes Up - STFU]]silence for a moment
//you okay?//
he whispers
in the light, he sees you nod
satisified, he pulls off his blankets and maneuvers towards you
effortlessly, he stands before you
he tilts his head
//i missed you//
a smile
soft and warm
the kind you didn't know boys could do until he showed you
he hugs you close
he has big arms
big fucking arms
goddamn, his arms
wow
and you simply
//melt//
and he feels you
//melt//
and he feels your face in his chest, and the shampoo in your hair, and the strength of your hug
and he feels the pulse of your heart, and the sway of your legs, and the rise and fall of every breath you take
and he melts and melts and melts the day away
oh how he needed you
how he needed such a thing
how lost he can be in the rush of the day
when sticks are broken and disappointments had
now let go, carried away by some unseen current
the forces of your love
//how's your day been?//
[[//be honest//->SayNothing - BeHonest]]
[[//lie//->SayNothing - Lie]]//hello//
you say
and he winces. powerfully. you forgot. you mere mortal
keep your voice silent, you say to yourself
//sshhh//
he calmly shushes you
did this man just fkng shush me? you ask yourself.
except it wasn't yourself.
//uhh, sorry?? just be-//
he begins, but pauses
//hey, who the fuck was that talking??//
you hear down the hall.
it's camille.
that BITCH.
//what do you mean?? that's my sister??//
he says to you
man, why the fuck do i keep-
//hey, it's the middle of the night//
another one says
was that olivia?
no. that BITCH.
//click clack//
you hear down the hallway
awwww shit.
it's mfkng //on//
from your panties, you pull out a Glock 27, in Desert Tan.
also from your panties, a riot shield.
//dude what the fuck//
he asks you
except you throw a brick at his head and knock him the fuck out
goddamn girls and their goddamn sleepovers
[[//can i not have a moment with this man//->Hi - GunFight]]
//or what? hm?//
he tilts his head, the way that sends sparkles down into your tummy, the way that arches your back, just like that.
[[//diss this mfker//->STFU - Diss]]
[[//attack this mfker//->STFU - Attack]]//or i'll fucking make you, how about that?//
you can tell his eepy brain is struggling to throw itself in gear
//oh yeah? how-//
[[//diss him some more. . .//->Diss - Diss More]]you quickly move towards him
a goddamn mfkng ghost
and you jump up a full three fit
like a little ocelot
and clamp your fingers around his neck
his eyes go wide
and wild
and you cannot help but laugh
he lets out a little pathetic chortle
a gretsch if you will
a little grtshcfklsd sound
a little chortle
and you cannot help but laugh
you clamp your fingers down tighter
and straddle him with your legs
you show him your pretty, pretty nails
then put them right on his cheek bone
//or wHaT//
you stupid motherfucker-
you dig your nails in
you watch as flecks of skin peel off
he winces
you giggle
you let go of his neck
he shudders
then looks at you
with that look he does
you're fucked now
you're doomed
just the way you like it
[[doomed]]//i said, s h u t t h e f u c k u p , l i t t l e b o y//
a stunned silence. that'll do it.
he stares on. mouth agape, then a lip bite. that woke him up.
//yeah, there you go. now you fucking listen.//
he shifts in his seat. a bit taller now. perhaps to readjust his pants.
you bite your lip, and in the crossfire, the lights of some car passing by flashes across your face.
he wants you. you want him. and with demons willing, he meant it when he said //do your worst.//
[[//turn it up//->Diss More - Turn it Up]]//take your shirt off.//
he pauses. then scoffs to himself. slowly, the sweater is pulled off.
//look at you. doing exactly as you're told.//
he begins to mock you, but you fire back.
//if you don't shut the fuck up, i swear to god-//
you shift your weight to one hip and roll your eyes, an actual sense of urgency, impatience, and violent hatred for men almost overcoming you.
what is this. what am i feeling.
she reveled in it. look at him. doing what she said. a big, strong man, stripping down for her under her thumb. what power. god i could fuck this man all night if i wanted. i could fuck and fuck and fuck his brains out, cream himself in me all i fucking want, this man is mine, all mine, all fucking mine, his cock is mine, that big fucking dick of his-
//what is this...what am i feeling. . .//
//what is this...what am i feeling. . .//
//what is this...what am i feeling. . .//
//what is this...what am i feeling. . .//
//what is this...what am i feeling. . .//
//take that blanket off//
she calls out to him, pointing at the spot between his legs. propped up on his arms, his legs were splayed out in a V, their shape contoured beneath his warm linen sheets. a familiar sight to her.
he complies.
slowly, the blanket is peeled away, revealing only his boxer briefs. there it was. just for her. just for her.
just for me.
//just for you, baby// he said to you the other night, when you wrapped your arms around his neck, struggling to squat down on it. o, the way you closed her eyes then. the way it reaaaalllly filled you up, i mean the girlies heard all about it. the way it reeeaaaaalllllyyy got all the way up in there
you were fucking on him good that night, weren't you. yes you were. you think about it all the time.
all the time, all the time, all the time, all the time-
he bounced you on that dick, spread your ass apart with his fingernails, got that cock aaalllllll the way up in there, he likes to whisper to you.
//alllllll the way up in there...just like that...//
//such a good fucking girl, you are, aren't you?//
you could see on his face that night, you were already bringing him close.
kitty's good, isn't she? real fucking good.
~<3~
he sees it on your face tonight. you can't help it. you love fucking this man. and this man loves fucking the everloving shit outta you. it's a symbiotic relationship really.
[[//stay right there. (play with his body)//->Turn it Up - Play w His Body]]you're on him, a moth to flame
a bee to honey
like a goddamn anaconda on a capybara
like uhhh, like uhhh
//what the hell are you saying// you think to yourself
//get that fucking dick//
you grab a pillow and place it at the foot of the bed, on the floor, a comfy little sitting nook, a little pillowpad fluffy duffy resting nook just for you, to watch him get all nice and hard, to watch him play, and flex, and throb, and play and throb and flex and get all hard and it'd be nice to watch him throb and play and flex it and-
boxers on the floor
teeth on lower lips
half sunken eyes
he watches you, a moth to a flame
a bee to honey
like a goddamn anaconda on a capybara
silence
he says nothing
he knows nothing, this pitiful creature
salivating at your touch
at the thought of you
he watches your master manipulation of his central nervous system, sending precision electrical signals through his thighs from your very fingertips
he shudders and gasps
//twitch//
//flex//
he comes to life. you run your fingers along the length of him. then up his body, past his abs, towards his chest.
a tiny little finger dance, a little whirlybird, a little carressation
//twitch//
//flex//
rock hard. throbbing. fuck me, look at that thing. what a weird looking thing. dicks are so fucking weird.
//dicks are so fucking weird//
god i want this shit inside of me
//i want you inside of me//
//i know baby//
//oh you look so good//
//i know baby//
you wrap your pretty little fingers around him. he's warm. warm. warm. . .
he pulses. flexes. his mouth, agape, just slightly,
those sleepy, sleepy //fuck me// eyes
you take your thumb, real gently, rub it right on his tip. right around all his favorite spots
he is nothing without you
nothing, without you
he says nothing without you
he does nothing without you
helpless, helpless, hopeless in love, in lust,
he watches with those pretty eyes of his, he watches you-
with your pretty little fingers
a stroke here, a stroke there
with free fingers, you trace yourself back up his chest, soon followed by lips
kisses everywhere, just for him
you feel him shudder
shake
you feel his love for you tremble under feeble touch
he is yours
all yours
he knows it
he knew it all his life
before he knew you
he is yours
all yours
he shudders
he shakes
at every touch, every little piece of love, every sweet whisper, every drop of you
his mind wanders as you make your way
his mind wanders as you find your footing
a swirl, wet and wild and wet and thorough
he'd never had them touched, never had them played with until you came along
a gasp, a moan
your eyes dart up, a glimpse of his
he shuts them tight, almost afraid of you
he whimpers, and you collect his moans like the rings of conquerors
he is yours
all yours
[[//he knows it//->BodyPlay - Suck His Dick]]
[[//play with him some more//->BodyPlay -BodyPlay More]]here you are, in a dark room, this big, strong man of yours, his kingdom lay in ruin, his masses in shambles, his crown toppled, all under command of your fingertips
at your word, his very world is ruined
at your word, his very world destroyed
o, such power they wield
yet for you, so eagerly unclaimed
he throbs in your fingertips
he throbs and he throbs
just as you are, sitting there, observing, absorbing
with free fingers, you snake yourself downwards to gauge yourself
wet to the touch
absolutely soaked, like a goddamn waterpark, as he calls it
you're warm, and soft, and beautiful
a pretty girl, on her knees, commanding a pretty man
you're warm, and soft, and wet and wild
and beautiful
he knows it
and he is all yours
he watches, under cover of darkness
the soft amber lights of 17th avenue
the shape of your lips wrapping around himself
your warmth, your love
//swish//
under your gaze, he rolls his eyes, his mouth agape, the very life of him escaping his lips
one of his favorites, he likes to say
//swirl//
oh, he says
oh, oh
oh what, sir? spit it out you motherfucker-
//lick//
ugh, he says
ugh, ugh
ugh what, sir? like this?
//a looong lick//
yes. . .
yes, he says
yes. . .yes. . .
//mmmm//
you say
he feels your love
everyday, he feels your love
your head on his arm
the wind in your hair
your soft smile that's just the sweetest thing
yes. . .
yes. . .
the flutterings of my mind, lost in your excellence,
as you take me and we fly far, far away
do you love me so?
my warmth, my strength, my legacy, fruitful between your lips,
a river of me, from one to the other
do you love me so?
when you carve my name with your lips
into the very soul of me
with your tongue
into the very soul of me
love me so, i beg of you
do not stop
do not let go
do you, do you love me so
[[//yes. . .i do//->SuckHisDick - Fuck Session 1]]//pop//
he plops from your lips
his eyes reset, a glaze over top
he watches you
your fingers make their away around his cock, stroking, twisting, sloppy remnants from your lips, a glaze over top
here she was, you wondered
yourself divine
like some otherworldly being she emerges
from your depths
the very heart of you, a place from which you've watched her grow,
into the //stand up//
you say
he obeys
on his feet, you point to his weight rack
//take off your shirt and pick up one of those//
he obeys
on his feet, he points to his weight rack
//which one?//
she thought for a moment
a flash
the time at the gym when she saw that one guy
yknow, that one guy you always look at
yknow the one
//a hard one//
//hard? they're all hard, they're made of metal-//
//a difficult one, you dummy//
//ohhhh//
he obeys
on his feet, he stands at attention
fifty pounds in one hand
//god, those muscles//
you observe. on your knees, you observe every little twitch, of every little muscle fiber
//what are you doing?//
//observing//
//observing what?//
//you//
he adjusts his grip. his forearms flex. twitch. twitch. . .
with eyes behind fingertrails, you trace his veins, his fibers up his arm, past his elbow, onto his big biceps
you squeeze, softly at first, then all at once
muscle tone
definition
bicep, tricep, dip dip dip
skin and sweat and skin and sweat
//lift it up//
f l e x
oh my god he's so fucking uggggghhhh
//lift it up again//
//no not your arm, this one//
uggggggggghhhhh
//grab another weight//
he struggles, makes those faces he makes
//lift//
he shuts his eyes
f l e x . . .
his pecs engage
biceps, triceps
your fingers cannot get enough
they simply cannot get enough
if there were an infinite amount of time to fuck and ride and choke and fuck and fuck and fuck this man it would not be enough
your fingers find themselves upon his stomach
d e f i n i t i o n
//one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, wow you do a lot of situps don't you//
//occasionally//
circles around his belly button, your fingers make fools of themselves, shuffling and bumping into each other, a bunch of hooligans out and about, finding every sort of nook and cranny, every sort of piece of hair and flesh, and well-chiseled workout routine
he moans under your touch
in fact, he loves your fucking touch
he better love your fucking touch
//show me your workout routine//
mouth agape with no words
he simply
obeys
on his feet, he begins
sweat and more sweat
he shines in the streetlamp
his scent catches you off guard
you simply cannot continue
you simply must-
[[//god this man is all fucking mine, all fucking mine//->BodyPlay More - AllFuckingMine]]//baby, i-//
he simply cannot let you finish
he sweeps you off your feet
out of breath
flash
what the hell is going on
oh i'm being thrown
hello bed
hello face down there
how i've waited for you so
he really does treat us so well doesn't he?
he really does eat it so well, doesn't he?
his favorite
his favorite
his favorite
oh how he loves to show you
//lick//
oh
//lick//
yes
//lick//
don't
//lick//
stop
like some animal, some //thing,// whatever this //thing// is, whatever it is between your legs, it must be working, he must be doing something, you must be going crazy
he tastes and he explores and he conquers your oceans and he plunders and plunders and plunders your oceans
and you raise your glass and prepare your toast only to find yourself completely throat dry
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
//what is this what am i feeling//
oh, oh, oh you exclaim
won't somebody listen
won't someone make it-
please
[[//please//->AllFuckingMine - Please]]you clamp your eyes
is it a cry
some sort of moan
a whimper that escapes from you
you grip his hair
he simply does not end
he simply cannot
this man cannot be defeated in battle
you tried
you failed
it is over for you
he knows too, doesn't he?
look at him
full of himself
full of you
you can see the satisfaction on his face
literally dripping from his face
dripping and dripping of you
//mmm//
he says
//mmmm//
he moans
matching yours
matching your rhythm
your pace
your words
//just like that//
//oh, yes, yes//
words you don't even mean to say-
//just like that, oh my god//
//oh my god//
//oh, oh//
like some rhythm, some natural primal rhythm, the beating of the heart, the sloshing of waves, the rise and fall of every day
line by line by line, he reads you and drinks you and loves you and licks you and tastes you
//oh, what's this? does he climb now? where is he going?//
//where do you now go, sir? I simply must know at once//
and all at once, both lip and labia come undone
oh how the sea parts, how my forces come asunder, i surrender to you, i surrender and surrender to you
he takes your body, yourself, all your being and souls, wrapped in brute strength
he shoves you done as he thrusts up, hands hooked underneath your shoulders
//ohhh//
he proudly moans
he wants you to know
he wants you to see what you do to him
how you keep yourself so tight for him
you get it real wet, don't you?
been working on that your whole life, haven't you
been thinking bout this man, this big fucking dick dicking you down for a long, long goddamn time, haven't you?
//ohhhh//
he says, as he slows
//feel it//
he says
//feel me, baby//
and at once, two pairs of central nerve systems come online
from one mindspace to other, hyperfixated, hyperfocused on one sensation
//wet//
//tight//
//warm//
he pushes past your defenses yet again
into the very heart of you
the very soul of you
he's big
my god, he's so fucking big
//ohhh//
you both say
he slows to a stop
you know what you're doing
he simply cannot end this
not yet
he takes a moment, appreciation
he flexes
flexes. . .
you feel him bulge
a little thrust, just a tiny one, with shuttered eyes and clamped fist
he wants to //feel// you
your fingers, once again, the mad fools they are, find their way about him
past sweated brow and locked elbow and muscle engaged
you want to //feel// him
below, your forces report back
every ridge, every little thrust of the hip, every inch of this man, shooting up the spine
the tingles and their relentless battery
the assault upon your senses
oh you feel him deep
deep he goes
deep he loves
//yeah, right there baby//
he says to you, hips adjusted, some new angle-
//ohhhhhh//
you say back
your spot
his favorite
one of many
he takes his time
he rubs and rubs and rubs up on it
some feeling of elation, the feeling of cream
like melted butter spread over delicacy
he gets up now, legs bent, back straight, head down
he watches
he watches as he slides in
as it disappears
and the only sensation with which to follow,
[[//sensations of you//->Please - Sensations of You]]lost in you
lost in thought
he finds his way
he lays you on hands and knees
you cross your arms and lay your head
and in your vulnerability
he loses himself again
in particular
in p a r t i c u l a r
the word sticks in his mind
a peculiar word
p e c u l i a r
this, in particular, he loves to taste
in every lick, every flick of the tongue, every moan and exhale
you, in particular, he loves
your warmth, your taste, your feel
he takes his time
all the way to the top, aaallll the way right to the top floor, just the way you like it
right on that little button of yours
he takes his time with that, in particular
shapes of all colors and sizes
the shape of his tongue
the path of his gaze
the curve of his lips
with your help and a bit of practice, he crafted himself a particularly useful skill
with you either on your back or on your hands and knees as now
he takes his bottom lip and tongue and works on you traditionally
but with his upper lip, with his mouth open just enough, he also rubs up on your little button up there
a little one, two he likes to hit you with
you rock your hips to match his pace
and with pure focus and unmatched bliss,
he carries you away and away and away
you finish and finish and finish
you well up, creamy to the taste
and warm
but he isn't done with you yet, is he?
no
[[//far from it//->SensationsOfYou - FarFromIt]]with his big, big hands
he grabs your hips and pulls you towards him
some animal ready for his prey
he pulls you until the tops of your feet hang just off the bed
and as he does
he pushes your knees apart
to remind you, you are his
and with one warm kiss, one warm tap on your neck,
with one warm, deep exhale near your ear,
with one phrase, two words,
he whispers
//good girl//
electricity
it moves fast
it shoots through your spine, electrons in atmosphere
it follows your signals right down to your lower back
right above where he grips you now
you can't help but look down
shudder
you poor thing
you pathetic thing, he thinks
//remember, baby//
you gasp
you breathe
you feel so suddenly conscious of the cold upon your skin
the very many goosebumps, reaching out for the warmth of this man
you feel the position he's got you in
conveniently sitting you down right between your ankles
so open, you are
so open
so ready
he takes your hair, places it up and around your ear
you turn to face him
exasperated, the both of you
//you're so pretty baby, yknow that?//
within
you feel the butterflies flutter their wings
and the sway of tall grass in summer fields
within
you feel him glide, filling you alllllll the way, just like he promised
//alll the way up in there baby, just like that//
he whispers to you
you feel him at your limit
by instinct, you shoot a hand back
but what the fuck are you gonna do, really?
this man is gonna fuck you
he's gonna fuck you from behind like the fucking pathetic little cumslut you are
look at you, curling your toes, crying out like you can't take it anymore
pathetic
he grips your waist and shimmies you, maneuvering himself as deeply as he can
//ohhhhh//
you both agree
still
you can manage only enough dick
you stop him just shy of his base
he bites his lip
he knows this'll feel
//peculiar//
//mm mm//
he says
and slowly thrusts himself all the way in
uncomfortably so
you grip his thigh in one hand, sheets in the other
//uggghh baby-//
you manage to say
by glow of streetlamp, he watches your juices flow around his base and down his body
again, a bite of the lip
a roll of the eyes
he hyperfixates on you
the warmth of you
the softness
how you squeeze him
oh how you squeeze him
with gritted teeth
with furrowed brow
with every rhythmic grunt and huff of breath
he moves in you
you struggle to see his gaze
yet you know he is lost in you
his hands find you everywhere
across your bare back
across your soft skin
across your pretty hair
and your pretty, pretty face
with gritted teeth
with furrowed brow
with every rhythmic thrust of his hips
and that big, fucking hunk of dick sliding in and out of you
between the rose petals and their honeysuckle waterfalls
and the hummingbirds that come to play
with one leg upwards, his most vulnerable pieces of him exposed in you, he works and works and works
a tightening in his lower half
just like yours
he grits his teeth
a familiar feeling
a primal feeling
oh just imagine, just imagine
just imagine and imagine
how wet and tight and soft and loud and good she feels
just imagine and imagine and imagine
he thrusts and thrusts
she throws it back
with one hand, she plays
and imagines and imagines
she plays as he does
they play together
in such pools of love and ecstasy and excess of lust
they play and play and play and play and play
come to me, my dear
come with me
come fly away and we shall go so far
we shall love and fly and play our lazy days away
[[//come, come, come//->FarFromIt - LazyDaysAway END]]a gnawing feeling
pure ecstasy
the kind that only this can bring
two souls, two beings, two collections of nerve endings
connecting
a gnawing feeling
he flexes, squeezing every last bit of himself out into you
you squeeze him back
both your eyes
half dead, half sunken
submarines in half moon bay
his grip, now tender, glides about you
with one motion, he swoops down, and
plants a kiss, a seed of love, affection
atop your head
some chemical flood in the brain
some soul tie
some sort of
something
between the two
fingers interlocked
between the two
between the two
between the two
[[//fin//->Begin]]//it's been shit and frankly, i want nothing to do with it anymore//
//ahh baby, i'm sorry//
//yeah, you better be sorry//
and he laughs
//i bet you had something to do with this didn't you//
//oh, of course i did!//
he plays along
he always plays along so well, doesn't he?
this big, strong man in between your arms
you play, he plays
you cry, he cries
you die, he-
//oh whatever-//
you push him playfully and roll your eyes the way you do
and he gives you that little smile the way he does
the one that annoys you sometimes
he catches your arms
and accomplishes his mission
one laid out by himself at an earlier time that day
in one swooping motion, he wraps his arms around your back, one hand running its fingers through your hair,, and lands a big kiss right on your lips
your breath catches and your eyes close
just what you both needed
//swoop//
he goes again
off your feet now
what's this?
where are we going?
you ask, as you both crash into the embrace of bedsheet and pillowcase
his lips are on yours again, his hips between your legs, your legs wrapped around him, as are your arms around his neck
he's quite hard below
you feel it move on you
press into you
already splitting you apart through your underwear
your fingers find themselves playful
chefs to aromas
the sun and the horizon
he cannot escape your grasp
your fingers run amok
wild birds on the hunt for cloud and branch
dolphins upon waves, free as they see fit
he cannot escape your love
you take his cheeks
his pretty fucking face
and with deep fire,
with passion alight,
vulnerability rare revealed around men and their temperaments
you kiss him so
a mighty and full kiss
rightfully yours for the taking
//kiss this man//
//love this man, oh how i love this man//
his efforts meet yours
and together
you simply
[[//melt//->BeHonest - Melt]]//oh i hate it//
//today has been awful//
//there was this and that//
//and this and that//
at least, that's what you want to say
//oh it's been alright. pretty okay, actually.//
//pretty okay?//
he thinks for a moment
//is that the same as very alright?//
you begin to laugh
//hello, my day's one of the days of all time//
you furrow your brow, trying to make some sense of it-
but whatever
you laugh anyway
he wraps his arms around you tighter
and his laugh melts you all away
and his embrace, how strong and soft
with all of him
wrapped up in all of you
a sweet mess of things
you make him out to be
he wonders of you, how you spend your days
awash in all things positive and negative
a little electron you are
bouncing from one reaction to the next
busybodybusybodybusybody
no time to relax
busybodybusybodybusybody
no time for kisses
busybodybusybodybusybody
no time for him
busybodybusybodybusybody
no time for you
and your days and your words
and your very breath are filled with lies
all day, the day long, til nightfall and morning dew
//i'm this, or that//
//i'm just fine//
//yes, i will take care of that right now//
//oh she's doing good, we just spoke//
//yes i think that would be amazing//
//no i'm not hungry//
//oh you look so good in that//
[[//i don't care, i really don't//->Lie - Shower]]//what's this?//
you wonder
//what is the plan now, my love//
you ask, his touch on its way towards your shirt
both lock and key
and wildly free
under him, you cannot help but let go
free to move about, to kiss, to love, to fuck
yet trapped all the same
he is under control
his arms, they tell you so
his legs, locked with yours
there is no escape
some sort of
//feeling//
some sort of deep
//feeling//
//sensation//
within your tummy
electrified and hypersensitive,
you twitch and gasp, you breathe and moan
with every tiny kiss,
every tiny kiss
every little, tiny kiss on your soft, soft skin
as if to count the goosebumps
his lips trace their hearts over pore and crinkle
over bosom and navel
working with fingers, with the soul of man
his passion breathes life over you
into you
slowly, with little effort
[[//you come undone//->Melt - ComeUndone]]off your shirt goes
your final shield against such taboos
against such reckless abandon of sensibilities
you are quick to remove everything else
as is he
once bare, you both embrace again
your warmth shared
your skin, in tandem
liplocked
wide paths your fingers make upon his back
your nails meet their targets
and his eyes clamp
his breath catches
his moans, electric
he cups your neck, the back of your skull between two palms
thumb and forefinger hooked below your earlobes
and with strength of impatience
of waiting and waiting
for you and this moment
he kisses you so
mind awash in fantasy
in love
in you
he traces downwards
a kiss for destination
down, down, down
your chin, to your neck
your neck, to your chest
to your favorite spots there,
round and round
the dance of his tongue
you simply must close your eyes
a wet touch, warm yet cold
envelopes your senses
a field of flowers
with every color, every shape, every texture imaginable
they sway and run through your mind
as does his touch
nightsky, a myriad of fireworks
casting their light and their dances for all the world to see
exclaiming loudly, the boom of their voices
they sway and run through your mind
as does his touch
you are lost in him
as he in you
he squeezes them together, around his mouth
his lips, his taste runs wild
and your nipples, hard as diamonds
glistening in the light of the streetlamp of 17th avenue
disappear with every suckle
every lick of his
[[//slowly now, he makes his way farther down//->ComeUndone - Farther Down]]past your ribs
your tummy
your navel
his lips finally meet the top of your underwear
he looks up at you
and your watchful, hungry, lusftul eyes stare back
they are sleepy, half sunken
ready
//can i?//
in the dark, he whispers
his lips barely visible
you nod
his fingers hook onto your waistband
and in that instant,
in this sliver of a moment,
you are his
this man, i love
me, he loves
his gaze
his tenderness
his patience
and i let go
i let go and i let go
and he takes me in and we fly far and away
toes in cold water
the pierce of trains
rushing headlong into the wind
their screams lost to time and space
he is on you
in your most hidden spaces
and with one movement
one dash of the hips
a mad dash of the legs
he is on you again
this time, his bare cock pressed up against you below
natural instinct reveals darkest
and reveal you shall
below
a terrible throbbing
an aching
a longing for him
for him to-
to slide in just like //that//
//ohh//
you both say
//ohhhh//
you agree
fingers interlock
followed in example by lips
you feel full
stuffed
vulnerable
look at you there
with your legs held wide
and a great deal of man helping its way inside of you
what a sight
such delectable delicacy
his fingers linger upon your skin
he simply //must// see this
he straightens up, back to the door, knees bent under your thighs
your favorite
what a man and his ego
his form, simply irresistable
the way his back arches, and his hips thrust
and that big, big, big fucking dick of his
the streetlamp of 17th avenue continues her work
casting rays of yellowhite across his frame
his silhouette bobs and rocks under her beam
and within some chasm of your mind, you put together
the sensation inside of you with the movement of his body
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
and you are lost
[[//and you are lost//->FartherDown - YouAreLost]]at once, he lays on his back
and you, upon him
you straddle him, your legs wide
deeply exposed below
//come here//
he whispers
and with no choice
you obey
his strong grasp finds your neck, your hair
and pulls you down
in the dark, your lips meet
such a soft thing, his
wet and soft
with years of unspoken history, a past unknown
you dance on his tongue
your faces tilt, turning every which way
tasting every angle
savoring every moment
for at any moment, you really could fly away, couldn't you?
and your world shattered, and this man fled
what a sight
such a familiar sight
but not this man, you swear
not with his arms around me
with his love upon me
not with his soul within me
you reach down and grasp him
he gasps, a pitiful thing
he feels you
he feels you part
he feels you warm
he feels you thorough
with clenched fist and clenched eyes, he feels you settle
you take him in, fully, deeply, as far as you can handle
and he goes far
you watch his every move, between moan and breath and eyelid
yes, my dear
how do i feel?
do you like that?
do you like me?
don't you like it when i-
//ohhhhh//
he answers
and your hips move
and your thighs move
and oh the feel
oh the feel
oh the feel
oh the feel
as your hips move
and your thighs move
and you move
and he moves inside of you
and oh the feel
oh the feel
oh the feel
oh the feel
as your hips twist
and your thighs shake
and your pussy creams
and he feels
and he feels
and he feels
and he feels you
he feels you close
such a close thing
and his fingers grip you below
and spread you far
and every inch of him
every inch of him
finds their way deeper
and deeper
a comfortable pain
an uncomfortable pleasure
and with years and years of pillow training
of straddle fantasy
of that deeply familiar longing
for some big, big, big fucking dick
to come and split you apart
just like this
haha by the gods
here he is
//fuck me just like that//
he tells you
of course i will you fucking-
you fucking man fucking me like this
yeah, fuck me back like that
//yeah baby, fuck me just like that//
his grip, forceful and relentless
your ears attune to your own mess
a wicked squelching, the rhythmic pulsing
of his cock sliding in and out of you
in and out of you
so wet
wet and loud
your senses are awash in every direction
unable to pinpoint exact points of pleasure
for you are enveloped
you are doomed
you fall over him, arms propped to either side of him
and your lips meet his
as his cock thrusts
and slides
and fucks you
you fall over him, a weakling, trapped in his cage
and your lips meet his
as his cock splits
and spreads
and stretches you
and his fingers glide over you
explorers of some primal form
landing on your cheeks, right near your most vulnerable parts
his fingers are curious at the taboo
at the nature of it all
and they spread you gently, yet far
you feel exposed
to the air
a familiar, yet naked feeling
his fingers glide over you
explorers of your primal form
their destination, your most secret vulnerabilities
they feel his cock sliding in and out of you
studying and savoring the sensation of your wet, wet lips
spreading
stretching you
//ohhh//
you gasp
as he makes his way farther up
right above where he slides in
right on that spot
//ohhhhhh//
a familiar, yet naked feeling
in circles, they run
they travel
as electricity shoots up your spine
and clenches your thighs
and throbs your pussy
and you cream and you cream
as it tightens and tightens
and tightens and tightens
and he fucks you
and fucks you
and fucks you just like that
just the way you like it
just the way to make you-
//ohhhhhh//
a familiar and naked feeling
you squeeze him below
and with your arms
and fingers
and you cream
[[//and fly far, far, far away//->YouAreLost - FastAsleep]]you feel him pour out
his love
pours out
and fills you
with its warmth
its flow
you feel his every pulse
a flex
a pulse
and with it
his love
you feel his every beat
flex
pulse
throb
and with it
his grasp, firm yet soft
strong, yet afraid
he collapses
and collapses
and falls down into your earthly realm
the very heart of you
and as of leaves that run red and gold
that fall across the lands
and scurry their wishful banter at olden, green days
into the very dust of the earth
into the very heart of you
he falls
and falls
and falls
and falls
and falls
in love
and fast asleep
[[//fin//->Begin]]at once, you find yourself naked
standing before him in his bathroom
hot water pours from the showerhead
and steam clouds your gaze
he is behind you
fingers upon you
you feel him between you
below
his warmth
his pulse
every flex and throb
his arms envelope you
and your pieces fall all over the floor
ready to rise, seeds from the vine
to drench and encase you
in warm amber wave
goosebumps
faltered breath
a shock through the spine
the water cascades downwards
washing away the filth of the day
as the fearful run from forest fire
so do your fears and doubts
your worries
yourself
awash in the weight of the world
a deep contact upon your skin
a kiss
another
upon your lips
the taste of water
metal and warm
fast now, his touch flies
his grasp must land now
it must find its target
a grip
a squeeze
he lets his presence known
//ohhh//
you let him know
and at once, your fingers reward themselves
his body at your touch
your command
everywhere you fly
the hummingbird of spring, come to feast on flower
feast you shall
feast you shall
with bared teeth, you cannot help but bite
on any exposed flesh you feel
a gasp from him
a roll of eyes
//do it again//
and you shall again
and feast you shall
upon the very flesh of him
upon his ego, the mountain of a man
come to stand and die before you
you grip him below
himself already rock hard
he stands at attention
and between your fingers, under the softest touch
you feel him flex
you feel him throb
a sight to behold
your very personal fuckstick
your own personal fucktoy
caught in your trap, in your hands, in your love
under steam
caught in your trap, in your hands of love
and at once, all your lies
your petty, little lies
your tiny truths and half truths
and sleight of tongue
your mastery of deception
at once, falls away
sipped away
slipped away
under the roaring rush of hot, hot water
[[//and the simple touch of man//->Shower - Shower 2]]he explores
and between you below
he finds himself lost
water drip
pitter patter, the pitter patter
flung away, far and away
now caressed and embraced
by the strength of him
he is upon you
his very senses
refreshed and ready
for your scent
your taste
your touch
such desire from this man
as if no desire had ever found him
as he climbs and clambors
not a hill to be missed, nor a crevice unkissed
he shall make his way
he shall, he shall
kisses on your cheek
your chin
your lips, your cheeks again
he loves you, he says to you
a cold, brutal whisper
shatters silence, the whisper of the room
kisses on your cheek
your chin
your lips below, and upon your chest
i love you, he hears from you
a cold, violent whisper
ready for him
anticipation
the anticipation
the anticipation of him
as he climbs and clambors
his very senses
refreshed, for you
water drip
pitter patter pitter patter
the soft roar of water on tile
the breaths of you
dashes of passion and life
cast out into steam
your figure
you are suddenly aware
of the shape of you
a clump of cells
that make the shape of you
in all your form
water drip
on the shape of you
and he skates your lines
and drives you round and round
like the earth you turn
under his gaze
and his god's eye
his
[[//the shape of you//->Shower 2 - The Shape of You]]and he takes you with both hands
and he casts you out
and against the cold, cold glass
frozen mirror into forbidden world
your form arises
the shape of you
and he takes you with both hands
and he finds the shape of you
and his fingers find and love
the shape of you
and between you
between your vulnerabilities
between the shape of you and yours
he slips in
and you shudder
and you feel
and you feel
and you feel
and he slips
and he finds his way
into the very heart of you
and you feel
you feel him
within
and within
and within he stretches
and he is warm
and full
and big
and your cells
the very cells of you
command you, under spell
your hips thrust back
and your face looks back
and your hair falls down
just like that
and he looks at you
just like that
within you
within the shape of you
and he feels you tight
he feels you push
and thrust
and fuck
and fuck
and fuck
to the gods he mutters
//oh my god//
a whisper, a little death, a cry for help
for what
for you
he cannot help but feel you
to leave now would be
death
to exit now would be
death
and within the very shape of him
the very soul
the very cells of him
a turbulent, and raucous storm
a battle
to retreat now would be
death
[[//and he cannot help but live forever//->TheShapeOfYou - LiveForever]]his fingernails dig
into the flesh of you
and you feel yourself spread below
an unfamiliar feeling
of taboo
and playfulness
you are exposed to hot water
to cold air below
and you feel yourself touched
entranced
his fingers, pioneers of exploration
they find their way
and he pulls on the shape of you
to watch himself disappear
to watch himself slip and slide
into the very shape of you
with forceful grip
he takes charge
a master of you
of your body
your will is his
you find your leg propped up on some thing
some shape
some place, emerged from the wall
as if for you
for the shape of you
and in some twisted iteration of ballerina
some subconscious memory
a flash of image
luscious and lustful in nature
he finds your form just right
and his fingers
they find their way
and he pulls on the shape of you
to watch himself
fuck and fuck
and fuck
and fuck and fuck
and you feel
and you feel
and you feel
and you feel him
and he throw
and you thrust
and you battle
and with your forces
the very shape of you
you throw
and you thrust
and you dance
and you fuck
and you fuck
and you grab him
and you taste him
and his love for you
and his love for you
[[//the very shape of you//->LiveForever - Shower Sex End]]and at once
without even knowing it
without even being yourself
the very nature of you comes out
who you love to be
who only the very select few
the chosen will ever witness
this is you
this is you immortal
forever
against cold tile, you press him
and with firm hand
and gritted teeth
you have him
you lock his neck with your fingers
and his breath hangs
and his eyes roll
you came
and you shall come again
an energy in you
invigorated
with gritted teeth
you have him
with gritted teeth
and firm grasp
you nip
and bite
and claw
and he winces
and gasps
and you make your way
down
down
down to the very shape of him
and with your grip
you guide him
you pull him
from steam and running water
to the kiss of cold, stale air
and the warmth of his blankets
and you lay yourself down
a trance on him
on you
is this free will
is this my doing
is it ours
it is mine
it is ours
and you are mine
and he climbs
and he clambors
onto the very shape of you
and your lips long for that familiar shape
the familiar feel
of his lips on yours
a softness
a wetness
the dance of tongues
of a language long spoken
before any such word
before any such love
a kiss shared between two souls
the very shape of you
your fingers climb
and clambor
over him
his skin
warm
his muscles
his flesh
and he takes his big legs
and hooks them under yours
under your thighs
the way he does
and you open
and reveal
and surrender to him
he wants you
he will have you
and you shall have him
and you shall, you shall
and within that very moment
this very tiny sliver of the cosmos
you are suddenly aware
of your toes, how they point to the ceiling
the crisp texture of the ceiling
like water droplets, frozen in time
the cold air, kissing you below
himself upon you, ready to come
ready to make himself known
and aware
the very shape of him
upon the very shape of you
and you watch the tiny beads of water
and sweat
that drip from him
his flesh
his hair
and you feel the wet
the wet of the bed
and you
and awash you are
in the all
in the all
in the feel
of it all
and awash you are
in your own senses
in the shape of you
as you take him
and guide him
into the shape of you
and together your breath catches
and wanes
and together you breathe
and gasp
and hold
and your eyes roll
as he pushes on
further, and deeper
and he watches
as he feels
and slides it all the way
aaaaaaallllll the way
he likes to say
aaaalllll the way, til you feel it in your toes
til he shoots up your back
through your spine
down into the very shape of you
the very soul of you
and with one movement
he pulls back, he rears back
and hooks your legs
and spreads you
and opens you
and fills you
as he pushes in, he finds his way
he finds his way
and fills you
and fills you
and fucks you
and you cannot help but climb
and clambor
as you gasp
and roll your eyes
as he fills you
and fucks you
as you gasp
the very soul of you
he exclaims
and clamps his eyes
aware of you
aware of your body
and your feel
you are warm
and wet
and made just for him
just for this
just for his big fucking dick
all for you
this moment
for you
for you, made just for him
as he holds you
and he grips you
and he fucks you
and fucks you
and with his hands, the grip of him, his hands
his hands
they grab you
your waist
your shape
and they hold you down
and they drag you
to the edge
where you hang, just for him
and they hold you down
the prisoner you are
with your legs, open
exposed
the shape of you
exposed
and you throb
and you wince
and you cry and moan
and you grab his face and kiss his face
and grab his face and kiss him
and kiss him
and kiss him
as you fuck
and fuck and fuck
//uggghh//
you say
you complain
you want more
do not fucking stop, your fingers ask of you
as they push your button
as you play, and rub
and reveal yourself to him
and suddenly
the very shape of you
the cells of you
are at once, all aware of you
and you feel your legs, exhausted, and tired
hooked open
exposed, all for him
and you feel breath
tired
and haggard
with every breath
timed with every stroke
every push of him
every inch of him
and you feel him below
as he pushes
and pushes
and fucks
and spreads
and slips
and you feel yourself
you feel
you feel
you feel
you come
and you go
and you come
and you go
and he feels
he feels
he feels
and he holds you down
and fucks you
just like that
the way you ask
the way you beg
and you fuck
and you fuck
and your mind cascades
and your world falls away
and you feel
and you feel
and you feel
the very shape of him
the very shape of you
as your mind flutters
and your soul wanes
and you feel
and you feel
and you feel
not a beat of this earth
nor flap of wing
not a crush of snow
nor lamplight in dark day
and you feel
and you feel
and you love
and you love
and you fuck
and you fuck
and you come
and you go
and you come
[[//and you go//->Shower Sex End - AndYouGo]]and at once
at once
you crumble
the very shape of you
defeated
and done for
doomed
the beating heart of the earth
between you two
between your hearts
a magnificent drum
and the hiss of tired lung
there are no space for words
only love
and feel
and you feel
the very shape of you
and in the mighty chasm of you
of the stars above
how they look down on such fruitless times
on such excess of passion
and memory
of the shape of you
and you feel the very grandness of it all
the blackness of space
and time
envelope you
as they drag your heavy eyelids
down to their depths
into the very shape of you
as your world falls away
and you fall down
and away
as the leaves sway in wind
with their million voices
and conversations
birds and lilypads float onwards
and the blackness of space
envelopes all
and you fall away
and away
and away
[[//zZzZzZzZzZzZz//->Begin]]carefully, you position yourself.
it is dark, and the streetlamp of 17th avenue casts its dim, yellow rays upon all below
your heart pounds in your ears
your grip is sweaty, but firm
your Glock
glorious
behind his weight rack, you hide, riot shield up
you peak, underneath the doorway
//click//
hallway light
and two, no three sets of footsteps
they stop
suddenly, you are aware
in the silence of the air conditioner, chugging away the very bits of its rusty, metal life away
pumping cool, dry air into your lungs
the distant roar of some v8 engine, screaming into the night
in and out
the breath of you
a curse
you are quiet.
you are too quiet.
they expect noise
they receive silence
and you
are caught
you
[[//are doomed//->GunFight - GunFight2]]//click//
hallway light off
and at once
they are gone
a silence fills you
your ears, attuned to the silence
the deafening silence
and all its boom
and wonder
and wizardy
and depth
and loneliness
it is quiet
too quiet
and like the sharp crash of thunder, the loud pop of balloon, the smack of a sandal to your most vulnerable parts, they meet you
a fury cast upon you
gunfire
gunfire and gunfire
a terrible scream
they are upon you
behind your riot shield you cower
shrunk away like some turtle in her shield
a mouse in her hole
a shark in the depths
and at once, you realize
they cannot see you
they fire blindly, tearing up the room with their bullets
and their rage
at once they cease fire
the smell of gunpoweder fills your nose. what the fuck. man what the fuck is this. i was just tryna....man, what the fuck.
they reload
the click clack
the shuffle clink of spent shell
and somewhere within you, the soul of you
she arises
//where the hell is-//
//oh shit-//
you blast em
//bink bink bink bink bink//
//bink bink bink bink bink// //bink bink bink bink bink//
//bink bink bink bink bink// //bink bink bink bink bink// //bink bink bink bink bink//
//bink bink bink bink bink//
//click clack//
//get down, get down//
you soon realize your little Glock 27 isn't gonna cut it anymore. from your panties emerge a Remington 870 MCS. the one you keep on you for all emergencies
just like this one
you toss your shield to the side and rear up the shotgun
[[//start blasting//-> GunsBlazingRoute]]they see your Remington and dive for cover
you don't pull the trigger, they told you once
you //squeeze//
in a fury of fire, cotton, cloth, plastic, metal, leaf, all fly into pieces
in every which direction, a huge rain of material
//aggghhhhhhh//
you let them know
//bink bink bink bink bink//
//boom boom boom//
one of the girls has had enough
she's done the unthinkable
she pulls a goddamn RPG-7 from her sports bra.
//HEY//
//HEY YOU//
//KHRRRSSSSHHHHHH-BLOOOOOOOOOM//
you dive for cover, dropping the shield and seeking shelter underneath strong wood
from behind cover, eyes blocked and arms wild, you blast
the shells unleash themselves
the room is torn to shreds
//GRRAAATATATA GRRATATATA//
camille, from her left armpit has pulled out an UZI submachine gun, raining hellfire upon anyone in the way. such reckless anger, and fear, breathing fire upon flesh and soul.
you hear lexi on her radio
//COLONEL, THIS IS SALTY 3-1, REQUESTING BACKUP//
[[//go over there and smack that hoe//->SmackThatHoe]]
[[//dig through your panties//->DigThroughYourPanties]]
[[//get on the radio and call for backup//->RadioBackup]]you stand up, and with fate and miracle by yourside, you walk straight through gunfire. you find lexi, cowering in a corner, as the other two fire blindly into the dark. even your boyfriend has woken up, only to be viciously shot to death. damn.
//lexi, you stupid b i t c h .//
and you raise your hand and smack that hoe
she is bewildered. her hair, a mess.
she doesn't know what to do. and so she freezes, as she watches you produce a thermonuclear tactical warhead with a 100 Megaton yield. enough to wipe out any evidence down the hall.
she watches as you press the button
and the red numbers tick by
(text-colour:red)[//5//
//4//
//3//
//2//
//1//]
[[//kaboom//->Begin]]clearly this situation is getting out of hand
i mean clearly
they've brought the goddamn heat
and so you reach deep into your panties, and amongst the clutter, you find it
a goddamn M134 Minigun chambered in American 7.62 by 51 millimeter. as it merges from you, you assemble its tripod base, and snake the three thousand rounds of ammunition and chain outwards.
//oh shit//
they say, entranced by the entire 12 minute operation.
[[//oh shit//->M134 MiniGun]]
they saythe machine spools up, the six barrels spin with electric whine
they watch in horror, their mouths contorted in wondrous, horrific awe
and you watch, just before the bullets pour forth, camille grab her radio
//SEND IT IN, SEND IT IN-//
she cries, as she dives for cover behind the door
the others follow
and the stream of bullets cut wall and tapestry, plaster, wood, in half
in a massive cloud of fog and wood dust, your eyes are obscured
some sort of smoke grenade
yet you keep your finger solid, and you watch as the red tracers carve their path
the bullets ricochet through the neighborhood, shredding and cutting tree, window, house, mailbox, parked car into pieces
they are gone
yet this power is not
and you dare not let go
a wild and monstrous fascination at the horrors of man
and like some alien visitor, a deep and bellowing howl, as the wall crashes and caves in from behind you, a huge metal hand reaching in and pulling you out, and into the cold air of outside
you fall and crash hard on the ground, afraid you've shattered some vertebrae.
you fear, you are afraid, you are disoriented and afraid and cold and naked
and like some monster from a deep, deeply seeded memory, some dark and fearful and monstrous memory
a towering thing appears
it is geometrical
shiny
made of metal
a transformer
man what the fuck-
you say out loud as it lifts its foot to step on you
you pathetic thing
[[//roll//->Roll]]
[[//catch his leg//->CatchHisLeg]]
[[//appeal to his better nature//->BetterNature]]you quickly roll away, right as his foot lands
from your back, under your sports bra
you pull out a goddamn lightsaber
//ahhh, a warrior//
it speaks.
//shut the fuck up//
you speak back
[[//run and jump attack this mfker//->JumpAttack]]
[[//attempt to use the force//->UseTheForce]]
[[//take a deep breath. . .manifest your victory//->ManifestDestiny]]you put your arms out
and with all your might and anger and rage
you catch his foot in your hands
and are immediately crushed to death
for he is a transformer.
and you are tiny.
[[//the end//->Begin]]you run
fast and hard
your feet thump on the ground quickly
with fervor
and vigor
and fear of pain and death
and you jump
clear and wide
high into the air
the transformer is surprised, yet unafraid
he is four times your size
and as you jump upwards, you crash into his crotch, and flip backwards onto the floor
by accident, your lightsaber turns on
and pathetically, you scream //Noooo!//
as you land on it
[[//damn.//->Begin]]
he says, shaking his head.you extend your hand
and with extreme patience, and utter calm
you feel for the metal in your fingers
you grab them
they are cold
cold pieces
and he struggles
and grabs for his neck
and you crush
and squeeze
and he falls to his knees
//what is this//
he asks you
what a stupid question
you think out loud, as you drag him, his rusting pre-carcass towards you
but this is no mere adversary
this is a transformer.
at once, almost instantly, his fingers convulge and flex, transforming themselves into a large cannon
from within, an orange glow
he is ready to kill you
and kill you he will
he uses the momentum of your drag and finds his aim
launching forth a massive, bowling ball sized bullet at your face
like a goddamn ninja, you cartwheel away
//leedle leedle leedle//
//FSHEEEWWWWUUHHHH//
your lightsaber screams to life
and you run with full force towards him
swinging wildly, you jump and slice off bits of metal, pieces of glass
he begins to panic
swinging at you, batting away like a person and his fly
finally, you grab onto a windshield, and fling yourself upwards
towards his neck
and with one quick swing, off his head falls
a clean sheen of red hot metal left behind
you begin to celebrate
until you look down
and realize your body has been turned to swiss cheese
you die
[[//you d i e . . .//->Begin]]you close your eyes
you take a deep inhalation
and around you
a cold
like a damp towel
on a hot day by the pool
it is air
and it is dark
and you blink
and cross your eyes
and breathe
he looks back at you
your man
you fucking weirdo
did you just
did you just stand there and daydream
you fucking weirdo-
//uhhh. . .you okay??//
//yes. . .are you okay. . .//
//. . .you told me to shut the f r i c k up, sorry for cursing//
//what//
//what//
[[//uhhhh. . .yes. hi. . .//->Explore Choice - He Wakes Up]]//WAIT//
you scream out
//please sir
you must hear me out
you see, i was just going upstairs to get my dick appointment, right
and then, and then
and then they got so mad
and they pulled out guns//
you begin to tear up, peaking behind his gigantic metal toes floating mere inches from your face to see if this is having any sort of emotional impact on the massive hunk of metal standing above you
there seems to be none
//SIR THEY PULLED OUT GUNS
AND I HAD TO THROW A BRICK AT MY BOYFRIEND'S HEAD
TWICE ACTUALLY
actually i should go check on him
that's why you should let me get up
i have to check on him
technically he's not really even my boyfriend, he's just my friend's older brother and like-
no listen, no listen-//
you try to explain that you two just really like each other and really it's nobody's business, and it's not like you really like him anyway, you just hangout every other day and fuck like jackrabbits, but like he's just a guy and whatever,
except, you can't
as he has transformed his foot into a cannon
and obliterates your molecular structure
[[//fin//->Begin]]
[[//o b l i t e r a t e d//->Secret Girl Gangbang Ending]]you gasp awake
//gasp//
you say
//haha, gasp, she says//
they say
they laugh
women
you jerk your head in their direction
it's //them//
they walk on over to you
what the hell
what is this
what is what
what is this
guys
please untie me
they surround you
around the bed
eyes down
towards you
under bright light
some sort of seance
a ritual sacrifice from afar
hands bound
feet bound
an unfamiliar, frighteningly exhilarating experience
you know these girls
they're your friends
your friends
friends
you feel some tangled mess of knots in your stomach
clearly
they're up to something
we found a little something
one of them says
risky of you to bring this at a sleepover
i mean come on now
she opens it, smiling
you observe the others
they look. . .void
a blank stare
with passing glances at each other
then down to you
runners at a starting line
she begins to read
she begins to
read
read aloud she does
and your worst fears
the very trembling of your bones
the pit of your stomach, how it cries and twists itself into knots
you yank and pull on the ropes
fucking idiot
you're not going anywhere
you're going to lay here
and she's going to read
your little, little secrets
your little crushes
your secret glances
your soft romances
your deep fantasies
allllll....of them
of these.....girls
guys please
you feel the warmth in your cheeks
you are blushing
geranium red
awwww look at her, one of them goads
look at her
they start to giggle
you pull on the ropes
hard
your wrists hurt
you panic
oh babygirl
one of them lays a hand on your face
don't you remember?
page 95
tied up like...what was it you said? like a. . .p i g
the words drip from her mouth
it tingles down your spine, cascading, like mad sparks from some grinding machine
you feel a tightening
a familiar feeling
below
another lays a hand on your tummy, one on your wrist
hey....it's okay...sshhh
she whispers
and for some reason
you listen
you stop and stare
and she stares back
a warm smile
i never knew you saw me like that
the others chime in
yeah, me too
and then, the unthinkable
a woman so fair
and warm
and caring and tender
a breeze in the summer
that filters through chime and leaf and straw hat
she catches your chin
directs your eyes to hers
and as if all at once
your breath catches
your heart pounds
out of your ears, it does
out of your chest
out of your very being
and the pieces of you fall into place
in a vast array of gold and white and navy blue
every dream you've ever dreamed
the looks in their eyes when they watch you dress
the feel of fingers on pretty hair
your fingers in mine, she says
your fingers in mine
and she kisses you
and she kisses you
so fair
and warm
and caring and tender
a cascading runaway feeling
a train that simply will not stop
and you run and run and run
and your heart, it runs
so far and away
as she kisses you
and kisses you
so fair
and free
and kind
and soft
how tender she
how tender
and you cannot help but fill your cup
and spill your tears
as they move on you
and remove your shirt
and with it, your shorts
and with it, your form
your barriers
your fears
i surrender, you plead
i surrender and i surrender
and i let go
as they take you
and fly you far, far away
didn't you know
we've always thought the same of you
she says, tracing words across your neck, and down your chest
electric
sparkles that explode
and singe and burn any that come near
and you burn and singe
a flutter of your skin
the twitch of you
the twitch of your form
your figure
you shudder and shake
under gleeful and gliding touch
you count their kisses on your skin
one, and two, and three
and you feel them
you feel them
so fair
and warm
and free
carefully now, you take one of them, and following their example
you kiss
and you kiss
and you kiss
and the others, they play
they explore you
and love you
kisses
down your body
across the very universe that is you
across the vibrations of you, the very tingles of you
they find their way
and you float and float and float
on their very souls
a mess of you they make
as they kiss
and kiss
and kiss
with their tongues, you writhe
and you shudder
and you shake
alive you are
alive you are
under their grasp
their touch
their lips
their love
alive you are
alive you are
alive, you are
**CAMERA FEED**
Subject 2 reads diary passages
Subjects 3 and 4 remove articles of clothing from Subject 1
Subjects 3 and 4 begin to touch Subject 1
Subject 1 begins to moan and pull on her ropes
Subject 2 removes the diary from her possession
**//DIARY MARKED AS EVIDENCE**
Subject 2 walks over to the face of Subject 1
Subject 2 leans over Subject 1 and whispers into her ear
**//AUDIO MARKED AS INAUDBILE**
Subject 2 holds the face of Subject 1, as if she is in love
Subject 2 leans down towards the face of Subject 1
Subject 2 plants her lips on the lips of Subject 1
Subject 1 visibly relaxes
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 3 moves towards the breasts of Subject 1 and places her lips and tongue against her
Subject 3 begins to softly, slowly, subtly suck on the breasts of Subject 1
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 2 asks Subject 1 if she is a good girl
Subject 1 confirms she is a good girl
Subject 1 pulls on her ropes as Subject 4 moves between her legs
Subject 4 removes the leg binds of Subject 1
Subject 2 plays with the hair of Subject 4
Subject 4 props herself up on her hands and knees
Subject 4 lowers her face towards the lower area of Subject 1
Subject 1 cannot decide whether to extend her legs out in a V or curl them downwards at the knee
Subject 1 convulses and rolls her eyes
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 1 begins to moan the word 'yes' repeatedly
Subject 4 firmly presses the thighs of Subject 1 upward
Subject 1 is fully exposed to Subject 4
Subject 4 continues to work on Subject 1
Subject 3 moves to the other side of the table
Subject 3 begins to suck on the other breast of Subject 1
Subject 2 is now blocked in view by Subject 3
Subject 2 again lowers her face towards the face of Subject 1
Subject 2 again kisses Subject 1
as if she was in love
Subject 2 kisses her softly
Subject 2 kisses her wet
and slow
and snakes her tongue, a dance with hers
Subject 2 again kisses Subject 1
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 4 comments on how wet Subject 1 is
**//QUOTE:
Oh my fucking God, you are so wet
END QUOTE//**
Subject 2 unties the binds of the hands of Subject 1
Subject 1 comforts her wrists
Subject 3 moves to the head of the bed, directly above the head of Subject 1
Subject 3 places her fingers on the scalp of Subject 1
Subject 3 compels Subject 1 to relax
Subject 3 slowly and firmly massages the scalp of Subject 1
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 4 walks away from the bed towards Bag No. 1
**//BAG No. 1 MARKED AS EVIDENCE**
**ID: //Bag with Yellow Sunflowers**
Subjects 2 and 3 move to the legs of Subject 1
Subject 1 sits up to observe
Subject 2 and 3 begin to share Subject 1
Subject 1 props herself up on her elbows and rests her legs on the shoulders of Subjects 2 and 3
Subject 3 plays with the hair of Subject 2
Subject 4 returns from Bag No. 1
Subject 4 is seen holding Item No. 2
Subject 4 shows Item No. 2 to Subject 1
Subject 1 looks onwards in a daze
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 4 walks towards the camera
Subject 4 picks up the camera
Subject 4 brings the camera over to Subject 1
In POV, Subject 4 caresses the face of Subject 1
Subject 4 zooms into the lower area of Subject 1
Subject 4 adjusts the overhead lamp
Subject 4 brightens the overhead lamp
Subject 4 zooms in on the lower area of Subject 1
Subject 4 comments on how shiny Subject 1 is
Subject 4 comments on how much of Subject 1 is dripping down to the floor
Subject 2 and 3 giggle
Subject 3 begins to lick on Subject 1
Subject 3 slides her tongue inside of Subject 1
Subject 1 reclines and tilts her head back and moans and breathes and gasps and holds on to anyone, anything
Subject 4 brings the camera to the face of Subject 1
Subject 4 asks Subject 1 a direct question
**//QUOTE:
That feel good, baby? Hm?
END QUOTE//**
Subject 1 is unable to answer except for a tiny nod
Subject 1 clamps her eyes shut
Subject 1 moves her fingers down to her clit
Subject 1 begins to play but is quickly stopped
Subject 2 and 3 look at each other and giggle
Subject 4 comments
**//QUOTE:
Not yet, baby. Not yet-
END QUOTE//**
Subject 1 protests
Subject 4 grabs the hair of Subject 1
Subject 1 whimpers and gasps at the sudden force
Subject 1 reaffirms that she is in fact, a good girl
Subject 4 commends Subject 1 for her efforts on being a good girl
**//NOTATION REQUIRED:
Subject 1 is confirmed to be a good girl
END OF NOTATION//**
Subject 4 hands the camera to Subject 2
Subject 2 zooms in to the lower area of Subject 1
Subject 2 magnifies the image
Subject 2 runs her fingers through the combined wet mixture of saliva and Subject 1
Subject 2 remarks on how wet Subject 1 is
Subject 2 begins to slowly lick the clit of Subject 1
Subject 2 runs her tongue in circles
and in short, but slow licks up and down
and side to side
Subject 2 envelopes the clit of Subject 1 into her lips
Subject 2 begins to suck on it
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 3 inserts one finger into Subject 1
Subject 3 remarks on how tight Subject 1 is
Subject 3 inserts two more fingers into Subject 1
Subject 1 visibly convulses
Subject 1 audibly moans
Subject 3 commends Subject 1 on being such a good girl
Subject 4 returns to the view of the camera
Subject 4 is seen wearing Item No. 2 on her waist
Subject 4 readjusts Item No. 2 on her waist
Subject 4 positions herself at the foot of the bed
between the legs of Subject 1
Subject 1 says no words
Subject 1 looks visibly shocked, her mouth agape
Subject 1 looks nervously at Item No. 2
Subject 2 zooms in on Item No. 2
Subject 3 comments on its color
Subject 2 begs Subject 4 to slide it in
Subject 4 asks Subject 1 a question
**//QUOTE
Well?
END QUOTE//**
Subject 1 says no words
Subject 1 bites her lip
Subject 1 is a good girl
Subject 4 pushes the thighs of Subject 1 out to her sides
Subject 1 gasps
Subjects 2 and 3 each grab one of her legs and hold her open
Subject 3 commands Subject 1 to release control of her leg
Subject 4 slides Item No. 2 inside of Subject 1
Subject 1 is visibly pleased
Subject 1 audibly moans loudly
Subject 4 begins to fuck Subject 1
Subject 4 continues to fuck Subject 1
Subject 4 continues to fuck Subject 1
Subject 4 begins to choke Subject 1
Subjects 2 and 3 giggle
Subject 2 picks up Item No. 1
Subject 2 reads from Item No. 1
Subject 2 reaffirms that Subject 1 loves to be choked
**//QUOTE
I saw it in a video once. Then I tried it on myself and imagined him. That was one of the best orgasms-
END QUOTE//**
Subject 1 begins to feel a tightening
Subject 1 begins to feel a warmth
Subject 1 begins to feel that familiar feeling
down below
where she fucks you
and fucks you
and fucks you
and she grips your thighs like that
with strong, strong fingers
and the electricity shoots its sparks up your legs
through your back
and into your throbbing, throbbing, throbbing
you're throbbing
you're throbbing
and throbbing
Subject 1 is throbbing
and there isn't a goddamn thing she can do about it
Subject 1 is choking
and there isn't a goddamn thing she can do about it
Subject 1 is not breathing
and she does not want a single thing done about it
and this room
filled with lust
and hungry eyes
and you don't know
whether to cum
or cry
both it is
Subject 2 snakes her hand down the stomach of Subject 1
Subject 2 begins to play with the clit of Subject 1
Subject 3 begins to kiss Subject 1, interrupting her moans
Subject 4 quickens her pace
Subject 1 comes closer
and closer
and closer
Subject 4 uses long stroke
it is very effective
Subject 1 clenches her legs
Subject 1 tries to move
Subjects 2 and 3 hold her down, make her feel it
Subject 4 uses the full length of Item No. 2
Subject 4 goes at a medium pace
Subject 4 finds the right angle
Subject 1 cums
and cums
and cums
and they do not stop
no, they do not
they know what you're feeling
they love what you're feeling
and they do not stop
until you twitch
and you shudder
and you shake
and your legs are sore
and your pussy sore
Subject 1 collapses on the bed
Subjects 2 and 3 giggle
Subject 4 does not pull Item No. 2 out
Subject 4 holds Subject 1
**//QUOTE
Welcome to our lil club, baby-
END QUOTE//**
Subjects 1, 2, 3 and 4 are in view
The camera is now placed on its tripod
Subjects 2 and 3 are fast asleep in the arms of Subject 1
Subject 4 lays between her thighs
Subjects 1 and 4 are having a conversation
Subjects 1 and 4 are smiling
[[//fin//->Begin]]in your panties, you pull out a large HAM radio
you rush across the floor, scrambling with this gigantic fucking thing in your grip
finally, you reach a power outlet
it's a mad dash to plug it in, as a mass of gunfire shreds the walls and glass and everything in between
what an absolutely precarious and dubiously suspicious situation in which to land in, you say to yourself
aloud this time, you think?
you flip the switch and turn the knobs
the HAM radio squeaks to life
with your free hand you return fire with your Glock
on the other end, at the correct frequency, your commanding officer receives you
//agent four, are you accounted for//
//bloody send back up!//
//back up? i can't, i'm already sitting at the wall-//
//i'm under attack. three girls!//
//yes, yes, free girls! tear down the patriarchy!!//
//you absolute idiot, i'm under attack by three women, mark my location on your GPS and send for help, now!-//
//. . .i'm sorry, you cut off after absolute idiot, what did you say?//
your attempt at a reply is cut short as one of them scores a direct hit on your radio
sparks fly and for a short moment, you are blinded
a panic sets in
a pain
a searing pain
behind your eyelids
that will not stop
the kind that clamps your eyes shut
and stings
and fills your tears full
you flail your gun wildly
that's fucking //it//
you say, as you blast those fucking fools
//you fucking fools//
you say, through burning tears
you dig into your panties another time
and pull out a goddamn bazooka
//oh shit//
you hear camille say
that BITCH
//fuck it//
[[//grow a third arm//->ThirdArm]]you concentrate and puff your eyes and forehead
the way you do when you're trying to shit a massive fucking log out
you flex your arms
the remarkable, talented woman you are
flexing your arms like that
//agggghhh//
yessss, growl like that
//aggggghhhh//
and from your chest, it emerges
//bink//
a third mfkng arm
awwww shit
you dap yourself up
two guns?
three guns BITCH
and you start [[//blasting//->MegaBlasting]]Remington 870 MCS in one hand, Glock 27 in the other, and in your third, after digging through your panties, has pulled out a gigantic fucking sword
//AGGHHHH//
you scream as you run towards them
one of them is bewildered at the sight of your third arm and stops in fear
a deer in headlights
you pierce her heart and run her through
and with your shotgun and glock
you blast em
//bink bink bink bink//
the other two are absolutely mind fucked
you grew a third fucking arm
what the fuck-
she tries to say, except you blast her
what the fuck, you grew a third arm-
the other tries to say, but you blast that two arm having bitch before she can finish her inferior fucking words
lexi. olivia.
if they'd tried harder, maybe they could've grown some balls-
you feel something heavy hit your head
your sound goes first
then your vision
then the pain sets in
and you collapse to the floor
standing above you
your boyfriend situation thing
and camille
that BITCH
[[//uh oh//->UhOh]]you awaken
you are woozy
your eyes are heavy
yet open
you look around
except you can't
it is then you realize you are in a jar
at least
your head is
suspended in some green liquid
oh no
you cannot breathe
and it is utter agony
yet you do not fall asleep
you do not die
you simply
exist
and they watch you with their scopes
with they pick you their tools
and they pick
and pick
and pick
and pick
and pick
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[[and pick->Begin]]he grabs your tiny little wrist
with his big fucking hand
//watch this//
he says
as he effortlessly takes your hand away
you always forget
yet you always look forward to
just how strong
your big, strong man really is
you dig your free fingernails into his arm
he winces
and only gets angrier
he takes your other arm
you try to fight him off
you grit your teeth
you are strong
but he is stronger
//[[karate chop him in the balls]]//
//[[slip out of his grasp and off of the bed]]//you pull your arms out of his grasp
nearly snapping them in half
and he grunts, moving for you
but you acquire your target
doing your best hiyah scream
you karate chop him in the balls
//OHHH//
he yells out
//fuk me m8//
he says, sounding like connor mcgregor for some reason
you triple backflip off the bed and land on one knee
yeah that's right bitch-
but before you can even pronounce the letter y in //yeah//
he's quadruple front flipped right in front of you
and with the full might of his forefathers before him
he uppercut slices you right in the pussy
//boom, credit card//
he teases
[[as you fly through the ceiling and out of the roof]]like an exotic dancer
or a wacky inflatable thing you find in a parking lot
you crinkle and pop your way out of his grasp
and do three backrolls away from him
except
you accidentally crash into his bookshelf
you un//furl// yourself and look up at the bookshelf
right as a big edition of Sun Tzu's Art of War smacks you right in the face
you readjust yourself
and look back at your man
who shakes his head
//CREAK//
the bookshelf goes
oh shit, watch out!
you try to backroll away, but your ass is too fat
the bookshelf collapses on you
and a thousand pounds of books crushes you
//oh shit babe, are you okay?//
you hear over the pile
he begins to undo the damage of your fat ass
damn that thing is nice-
finally, you emerge from the pile
//babe, that was crazy, maybe instead of backrolling, you could backflip-//
//wait, what the heck is that?//
you ask
as you point to the wall
behind the bookshelf
a door sized hole
[[and a deep, dark tunnel]]your body tumbles and tumbles
until it lands in the big oak tree outside
you fall like a plinko chip
and land on the grass of the lawn outside with a big thud
and a big
//OOF//
your legs and arms have been snapped in half
and your life hang by a thread
he rushes outside
laughing his absolute ass off
he finds you in your state
and begins laughing even harder
//bro did you see that shit//
he goes for a dap up
but then laughs //even fucking harder//
[[dig through your mfkng panties]]you dig through your panties with your broken ass arms
and find your trusty Glock 27
you pull it out and point it at him
//haha wait, does this mean we can't fuck-//
**//BINK BINK BINK BINK
BINK BINK
BINK BINK BINK
BINK BINK BINK
BINK BINK//**
[[//BINK//->doomed]]
you grab for your flashlights
and upon clicking them on
point them down the tunnel
it is deep however
and the lights can only go so far
concrete walls?
or rock
but how
we're on the second floor
like a brave little toaster
or a fucking idiot
you walk towards the hole
he calls for you
//uh maybe don't//
but you ignore him
if you see some weird shit like this, i mean you're gonna investigate right
[[investigate]]you find yourself down the dark tunnel
as if no time has passed at all
you turn around and shine the light down the other way but find that you are so far down, the light no longer shines to his room
and the little baby couldn't even come with you
//men//
you turn back around
//**[[rrraaAAAAGGGGHHHH]]**//you turn around to run the other way
the thought
the image of this creature still burned in your mind
you flail the flashlight wildly
making tiny mental notes of the dark tunnel before you
between every flash of light
you hear the zombie fade away into the distance
and so you look back to check
you were wrong
it only ceased its roaring and grumbling
to catch it's breath as it chases you
you hear it focused
a gruff huff and puff
its footsteps run closer
and your ears tingle
and they sparkle a fear's sparkle
and they twist and turn
the very fibers of ancient muscle attempting to save your life
yet
you die
as it pounces on you
in the dark
there
in the dark
eaten
alive
in agony
screams
yours
or his
in the dark
in the dark
[[in the dark->He Wakes Up - STFU]]you square up on him
alright then **//BITCH//**
you swing
wildly
your fist connects with his face
and his head goes fucking f l y i n g
his body stands for a second
then falls to the ground, dead
you gasp
then chuckle
then notice the mess of pus and other shit on your hand
ew wtfuck dude
the zombie head says
bro you punched my fucking head off
//ex-excuse me??//
//ex-CuSe MeEeE//
//are you talking to me??//
//yes of course i'm-, just-, just-//
you shine your flashlight towards his voice
and from behind some nook in the wall, he dashes
//dashes//
his voice grows deeper
//you asshole//
//i was just trying to EAT. Y O U .//
it emerges from the wall, giant spiderlike phalanges gruesomely broken out from the side of its skull
//oh what the fuck//
from your shirt you produce an AT-4 Man Portable Anti-Tank Weapon
//you ugly ass son of a-//
you cannot tell if it was you or him that said it
as your finger pushes the button
**//PSHFEEWWWWWWWWW//**
goes the rocket
**BOOOOOOOOOOMMM**
goes the rocket
**//RAAAAAGGGGGHHHHH//**
goes the beast
you drop the AT-4 Man Portable Anti-Tank Weapon to the floor and run for your fucking life
//[[run for your fucking life]]//you reach into your panties as the zombie starts to step closer
finally, you find it
a goddamn AK 74u in Bosnian Brown
you pull it out
[[blast 'im]]**GRRRAAAAATATATATATATA**
**GRRRRRRRAAAATATAT**
**GRRRAAAATATATATATAT**
the zombie's body crumbles into pieces
like shredded beef
goddamn carnitas burrito bowl
**GRRRAAAAAATTTATATATATATATA**
**//click click//**
out
you reload
**[[rrrrraaaaaAAAGGGGGHHHHH]]**you are mortified
frozen
the hairs on the back of your neck
hell the hairs everywhere
your arms
your back
your pussy and your crack
it's a fucking zombie
an ugly one
rotten
grey and green
with his guts hanging out
//[[run back]]//
//[[dig through your panties to find something to use-]]//
//[[punch his fucking head off]]//more than one now
you feel the fear again
a mixture of adrenaline
pure excitement
and nausea
a terrible nausea
of fear
and excitement
and guns
you start to run back the other way
but the sounds of the horde begin to grow louder
was it the wrong way?
you turn back
louder still
you click on your flashlight
there they are
a mass of them
staring you down
you turn around
as you feel the stare of the others
and there they stand
even closer than the first mass
you are doomed
//doomed//
[[dig through your panties one last fucking time]]holy shit
holy shit
holy shit
you say
saved
in your rush to pack this morning
you forgot you had packed yourself a Class C Titan-Mech inside your panties just in case
for emergencies
like this one perhaps
the horde screams
they run towards you
as you jump inside
beep boop beep beep boop
the machine powers to life
whiiirrrrhhh psfheeewwwwwwwwww
beep boop beep boop
Titan-Mech online
it says
//fuck yeah//
you take the giant joysticks, flip the switches, pull the triggers
**BRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTT**
the giant rotating barrel guns on your arms and shoulders do their work
**[[BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT]]**the horde
mincemeat
a fine red mist
like
like
like ground beef
before the grill
delicious
**//CLINK CLUNK//**
the big guns of your big robot say
you climb out and instruct it to follow you
finally, you are out of the tunnel
there sits your boyfriend
finally, only took you like three hours
he ungratefully says
that ungrateful bastard
your robot thinks aloud
yeah that's right
//blast 'im//
you say
your big Titan-Mech raises its fist as its arm transformers into a giant cannon
//yes ma'am//
//WAIT//
your man says
too late
[[//b l a s t e d//->He Wakes Up - STFU]]you book it down the hall
you don't know which direction is which
you don't know if you're going the right way
or the wrong way
and somewhere along the line
you dropped your flashlight
behind you, you watch as your legs carry the light into the distance
and the silhouette of the giant spider monster thing
crickles its way towards you
**//CRICKLE CRICKLE//**
go its bones
or legs
or whatever the fuck
fucking disgusting-
**//WHAT THE HELL DID YOU SAY ABOUT ME BITCH//**
booms its voice
**//I SAID YOUR MOM'S A HOE//**
**//WHAT THE FUCK-//**
**//CRICKLE CRICKLE//**
until your fingers find a doorknob on the wall
huh
gasp
what the
you twist it
you open the door
and you fly in
to nothingness
below
as you fall
and fall
and fall
//[[CRASH]]//metal
corrugated
rough
slotted
with holes
a floor
floating
a catwalk
in some massive space
you wake up
your eyes dart
your eyes fixate
you are in
some room
some cave
some massive cave
a room
built by
something
doors, valves, pipes, rails, catwalks
made for creatures, seemingly of all sizes
made to coexist
to work together
in this massive cave
this room
a room
built by
something
you stand up
an ant in olympus
some structure
built long ago
abandoned longer still
it is cold
you are cold
and your breath fogs in front of you
and in front of you
you see an open door
//[[call out to the void]]//
//[[go to the door]]//
//[[turn around]]////HELLO//
you call out, over the railing of the catwalk
below you, it is dark
lit only by red lights scattered about
some sort of floor beneath
crisscrossed by tall shelves
maybe tall storage rooms
tall structures
like lonely statues
left to fend for themselves
it is dark
and red
and something below moves
your stomach twists
why would you do that
you don't know what's here
yet you did it anyway
it is large
and dark
some long, gigantic snake tail
but you cannot see where the tail leads
it winds into the maze of statues
until it flicks and flickers
into the dark
there is something here
something that should not belong
that something is you
[[you]]you walk towards the door
at the far end of the catwalk
it is a far walk
and around you
below you
you witness the true scale of the room
you are suspended at what seems to be at least five stories above the floor below
and above you, a ceiling so high, you cannot even see it
your footsteps, their //plunk plunk//
echoes in the valley
and you feel alone
you finally reach the door
it is your size
human size
with a familiar looking doorknob
you twist it
and open it
[[you walk through]]you turn around
standing towards the other side of the catwalk
far, far away
your man
standing there
in his underwear
oh my god
he must have followed you
that fucking idiot
you start to run towards him
yet a little linger in your heart flutters your feelings
something is not right
something is not right here
he is shrouded in the dark
lit only by a small ray of light from some far thing
it is red
and dark
and deep
and black
below
and something is not right here
you slow your pace
as he slowly waves to you
he smiles
yeah
no
you stop running
and slow to a walk
he stops waving
and stops smiling
he stands still
then
with no show of emotion
no nothing on his face
he arches backwards
and from his chest
his skin bursts open
and emerges from him
some monstrous, disgusting creature
a thousand eyes
with some goop, some glob dripping from open wounds
some creature
wearing the clothes of some person long ago
what happened to you
it runs towards you
how did you know him?
where am i?
you barely have time to ask as you dig through your fucking panties again
[[dig through your panties one last fkng time]]you look down the railing and see a ladder that leads below
it also leads up
[[go up]]
[[go down]]you climb up the ladder
your feet clang
and the metal squeaks
maybe this was a bad idea
you continue to climb
even though this was a bad idea
as you climb higher, you reach a platform
on this platform, suspended high above almost everything else, is a control panel
you clambor onto the control panel
mm
clambor
clam chowder
what-
you say, as you see a cup of clam chowder on the little shelf next to the control panel
it is steaming
you are suddenly aware
of yourself
of your body
your cells
your everything
you are in a massive cave
some room
some structure
out of your depth
standing in the cold
in your panties
and a torn shirt
and somewhere nearby
is someone
something
you catch your breath
you instinctively crouch down
and grab the railing
you peak over
the red
dark
nothingness
you peak behind you
nothing but the other side of the cave
a flat wall of doors
like a locker room
with pipes of all sizes
small
large
large as you
large as a whale
crisscrossing in grids
across the whole face of it all
what a sight
intensely, immensely, utterly, creepily amazing
your stomach churns
you are not where you belong
//[[approach the panel]]//you descend into deep below
the red
the dark
nothingness
it is colder
you feel
colder
your skin
colder
and your goosebumps emerge
this was a bad idea
this was all a bad idea
why did i have to backroll into that shelf
why am i so stupid
it is cold
and the floor that touches your feet when you land
is cold
and cold
and cold
it is dark
and empty
you click your flashlight
and point it upwards at the tall, tall statues
look down at you
you cannot help but feel small
and afraid
afraid
what the fuck am i doing here
you begin to walk around
through the maze
you explore
you don't know what you'll do once you find whatever it was
slithering down here
your footsteps echo
on the cold tile
they bounce across the towers
whatever they are
what could they be?
you put your ear to one
and with a good listen
you hear
pulse
beat
beat
pulse
alive
something in here
something is happening
and i should not be here
you continue to walk
it is dark
and cold
and deep
and you fear you are walking
into nothingness
you have no direction
no sense of home
no nothing
you suddenly become aware
you are probably going to die down here
it twists a knot in your stomach
like a knife
you clutch it
and collapse onto a tower
your tears flow
you are in a predicament
a pickle
you are dead
no matter what
dead
and doomed
whatever shall you do now
you continue onwards
nearing what appears to be the end of the cave
you look up
and see its vast wall
stretching far into the sky
the dark sky
the dark ceiling above
with its deep
dark
nothingness
you walk
and walk
passing through maze
until you get closer and closer
until you are at the foot of the wall
yet there is no foot
simply a gap
some sort of space
big enough to crawl through
a slit in the wall, stretching from left to right as far as your eye could see
you crouch down
pointing your light into it
nothing
a dark nothing forever
your pit grows in your stomach
there is no turning back
there is nothing back there but secrets and messages
and instructions meant for something far before you
you are in some tired, gone place
forgotten
unlucky in your draws
dead
doomed
you get on hands and knees
and do the unthinkable
you crawl through
into the crawlspace
underneath the massive wall of the cave
you wonder if you are climbing into whatever structure this cave is made in
are you underground?
in a mountain
floating in the air?
is this cave a building
seen from outside
or does this crawlspace lead to nothingness
nothingness
you continue
and the sound of rushing water begins to fill your ears
hopeful
you dash forward
quick as you can
until finally, you find the rock above you has given way
and you now stand
you point your light forward
and below you
you see a vast, creature-made structure
a tall, artificial waterfall
with what must be the weight of a river flowing through it
and down below
you shine your flashlight as far as it can go
yet there is no bottom
this water must lead somewhere
and so
you do the unthinkable
you jump
into the water you jump
you die anyway
why not now
you fall
and fall
and fall
and your body touches
and kisses the water that falls with you
a terrible ripping knot in your stomach
what to do
finally
**//SPLASH//**
you crash into hard water
a miracle you did not die
you are deep
and must swim upwards
in pitch, pitch black
you hear the rush of waterfall
as you near the surface
and finally
as your head breaks free
you take a deep breath
you wipe the water from your eyes
and are greeted by
starlight
above you
a vast twinkling mosaic
stars unfamiliar
beautiful
a different galaxy
you swim for shore
exhausted out of breath
with water in your lungs
you climb yourself up onto the grass
grass?
it is blue
and green
with patches of yellow
flowers
you lay on your back
and breathe
breathe
breathe
breathe
you are afraid to sit up
you know not where you are
yet finally, you do
before you, a grand mountain, with the waterfall you emerged from, partially blocked from view by some giant concrete wall
the mountain stretches up into the sky, past clouds and bird
you are at the shore of a lake
with black and blue waters
two moons
and the sound of crickets
familiar
crickets
that crick and crick
you turn around
and in the distance
familiar
lights
that twinkle and twinkle
a town
what the fuck
is happening
**//TO BE CONTINUED//**you approach the panel
it appears to be dead
except for one red blinkling light next to a key in some sort of keyswitch
your intrusive thoughts are deafening
why the fuck not
look where you are
why wouldn't you
[[turn the key]]
[[do not fucking turn the key]]the steaming cup of clam chowder comes to mind
someone is here
nearby
in fact
they probably left because you fell down
now they are looking for you
you climb back down the ladder
but notice something climbing right up
you are frozen
you do not know what to do
//[[panic]]//your fingers wrap around the little piece of metal
travelling millions of years through the cosmos
churned by millions of years of tectonic activity
carved out of the ground by machines
stamped
polished
shaped
to a key
within some structure
some ancient structure
o, how long has it been
since the rock in these walls
were the rock in this key
you turn it
the machine sputters to life
sparks fly
lights blink
yellow
red
green
blue
buttons with markings
not english
not human?
lighting
blinking
flashing
you turn the key back in a panic
but it does nothing
you slowly back away
and bump into some figure
it snarls
snarls
at you
you turn
and are stabbed
penetrated
by some monstrous tendril
some spearlike arm
through your stomach
you are lifted into the air by this figure
and you are terrified
alive
in agony
fearful
some ant in olympus
death by foot of god
look at you
once beautiful
a woman above
with friends
family
a man
pierced not even through your heart
not even the dignity of a quick death
no
you are thrown from your gut
a gaping hole torn through to your back
and down you fall
down
down
down
into the red
into the dark
deep
nothingness
[[dead->you]]you almost pee yourself
you look for anything
anywhere
any hope of survival
there
a box in the corner of the platform
hide
you run, trying to make as little noise as possible
you hope that your footsteps made as little noise as possible
else
you are dead
doomed
you hide
behind whatever this box is
and the figure
whatever it maybe
clambors onto the platform
it stands for a moment
and from a tiny sliver of view, you see it
a part of it
it is too dark
too dark
too dark to see
yet it continues to stand
it knows
it knows
it knows
was i too loud
was i too loud
am i dead
is this death
am i dead
the figure steps over to the control panel
you creep your head forward
past the corner of the box
you see it
it is monstrous
a big monstrous thing
like some
christmas ornament
made of flesh
walking on two legs
what the fuck
[[make a break for it]]
[[continue to hide]]you face your goddamn fears
//face your goddamn fears//
your brother's words echo in your mind
you take a deep breath
the fear almost stops you
and the voices in your head have the most important argument of your life
if you run, you die
if you move, you die
if you move, you make noise, you die
what if it runs
what if it catches you
what if it has arms
what is it
what the fuck
if you stay, you die
if you stay, you die
listening?
if you stay you die
do you understand
no matter what, you die
run
run
run right now
run right fucking now
your legs feel electric
like they are not yours
like they started running before you could even think of it
you make a break for it
around the box
towards the ladder
the creature turns your direction
it has no face
just some globular blob
staring you down somehow
no noise
it begins to run towards you
no noise
but the crash of its feet on metal
you practically dive off the ladder
almost missing the first rung
yet your fingers catch
and for dear life, you hang on
your body swings down
and you crash into the ladder
your grip fails
and you fall downwards to the catwalk below
//uggghhh// you say
//fuck me//
you look up
no creature
it is not following
are you not important after all
you collect yourself
ensure you are in one piece
and brush off the pain
[[head for the door->go to the door]]
[[head for the other end of the catwalk->turn around]]
[[go down the ladder this time->go down]]you hide
but in your rush
you find your body in an awkward position
uncomfortable
you know you cannot hold it
your feet begin to hurt
your legs begin to hurt
you are in pain
and exhausted already
finally, you attempt to reposition yourself
but you accidentally fart
//fuck//
you say
the creature turns around and makes for the box
you stand up, Django style
and
[[dig through your panties one last mfkng time]]in your panties, you find your trusty Glock 27
you pull that mfker out
//click clack//
**//BINK BINK BINK BINK
BINK BINK BINK//**
the blobular globular creature motions in pain
and some grumbling gesture of sound comes from inside
it is hurt
it is bleeding
you continue to bink bink
**//BINK BINK BINK BINK BINK BINK//**
until you are out
the creature stops in its tracks
yet it does not fall
in the dark
it simply
watches you
and finally
very calmly
almost surreallike
it walks over to you
and opens from its middle
revealing two gigantic rows of disgusting and spearlike teeth
it chomps you in one pass
and you are dead
doomed
an ant in olympus
death by foot of god
[[death->Begin]]through the door
you are met with a sudden piercing heat
and a bright white lite
it is the sun
and you find yourself standing on the sidewalk
of a busy, busy street
cars bustle past
scooters
people as well
and the birds sing in trees just across the street
and the clouds fly in the air
you are stood
on the side of some street in the world
in your underwear
with a torn shirt
onlookers look towards you
and you look back
some of them point
some get on their phones
everyone looks
and you look back
and you realize
these people all of them
are the same
one person
one man
with sharp features
a sharp pencil moustache
sharp jawline
sharp cheekbones
even sharp brows
handsome
squidward handsome
what the fuck
they all converge on you
some wearing men's clothing
some wearing women's
some wearing construction worker hats
others wearing bakery aprons
all concerned
all the same man
what the fuck is happening-
hey
one of them finally says
he's not
hey what the
what the hell
what are you
guys get back
get the fuck back
they suddenly step away
you are no pencil moustachio'd, sharp featured, handsome squidward
you are some mere thing
fallen into their world
an alien
of no comparison
you try to run back towards the door
to some measure of safety, in the giant cave
yet the door is locked
now some door in the side of a store
you are lost
you are far away
and you are doomed
[[doomed->CRASH]]you reach into your panties
deep
deep in that bitch
and from the fabric
emerges a goddamn nailgun
well shit
thanks dad
you fire it up and pull the trigger
giant 6 inch galvanized steel nails fly straight towards the creature
you watch as individual eyes get poked out
and the white glint of them disappears behind stinging eyelid
the creature cries and screams
this isn't gonna do it
you reach into your panties again
but your arm is stopped
**//CRICKLE CRICKLE//**
it's him
//him//
what the fuck did you say about my momma??
[[//he knocks you the fuck out//->UhOh]]